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Crazy

from Digital Damage by Emma Beko

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one of the most liberating songs i've ever written

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Said I am down to roll
I’ve changed my mind
I'm not a girl
I said oh not
Right now
The things we say we do but don’t
It's nothing new but still I wonder why, oh why
I can’t deny that I rely on old ideas that were never mine
See I can’t lie there’s something off look through my eyes,
Light has faded

There ain't nothing alive that can be something else then what it really is
I can try to pretend, try hard not to offend, but I won’t really grow

I am crazy
I am crazy

Said I have never lost
Control
But I’m not me,
in fact it's just a role
I'm playing
I act the way
I think I should
It's nothing new but still I wonder why, oh why
Obviously, i'm losing it, I’m overthinking everything I’ve known
See we’re so small but feel so big and infinite
But light has faded

There ain't nothing alive that can be something else then what it really is
I can try to pretend, try hard not to offend, but I won’t really grow

I am crazy
I am crazy

There’s something that must be in the way
It’s not letting me be okay
Remember the warmth of her hand
And the smell of pink mints
I get sick with distance
Oh let me be myself
I don't know how to ask for help
Oh what a world this is
I'm still that same kid

I am crazy
I am crazy

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from Digital Damage, track released April 8, 2022
written Emma Beko
produced by CFCF
original guitar Splitshift
violon Kayiri
drums and vocal prod Beau Geste

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Emma Beko Montreal, Québec

Confronting her anxiety head-first through her craft, Emma Beko mixes nostalgic songwriting with apocalyptic sounds to create her grungy but sensitive take on hey hybrid alternative hip-hop.

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